Lately I’ve been in a huge pile of funk mainly because it’s that time of the month. I’ve been such a downer that I even found myself sobbing without tears last night just cause I feel like shit. Now don’t get me wrong, I have nothing bad going on, no issues… none of that. It’s just plain old hormones. I took a shower to kind of freshen up my mind, but it still didn’t work. I still went to bed with a mood of a menopausal bitch.
What did I do?
- Curled my hair
- Did my little makeup
- Washed the dishes
- Watched Beyoncé’s Wynn concert on the DVR (because Queen Bey always puts me in a good mood)
- Fixed something to eat
- Made a homemade versh of Caramel Macchiato. It tasted decent, but it was no Starbucks lol
- Got a slice of Red Velvet roll
It may seem so simple, but it did make a difference. Right now, I’m feeling fresh and pretty and happy (not all the way, but it’s there). It is kind of petty that I have to do my hair and make up to feel better, hell it sounds shallow. But I believe that when you feel good about yourself, nothing can touch you. And it’s important that I feel good about myself because it’s what makes me happy. This is my version of self-medication. At least I don’t pop pills to be happy (not that there’s anything wrong about that, some people actually need Zoloft). Think about that.
I’m really looking forward to surpassing this monster week of mine so I could just go back to the old jolly me. I don’t like feeling down and being hormonal. It’s not good for me and for the people around me. HAHA.