I wish there was a class or a crash course even on How to Take Things Seriously. I’m going through a phase right now, and I want so badly to get out of this stupid thing. No matter the thing [so vague, I know] is, I always find myself caring less. Am I just tired? Am I just burned out? or Is this the kind of person that I’m really gonna be stuck with for the rest of my life?? I sure hope not. I hope more than anything that I’m still going to be better at this [this, meaning life in general]. I mean for a 20-something year-old, I think I’m doing pretty decent at it. I mean, look at me. My life all in all is great… it’s just that I’ve been slacking I guess.
I hope to get out of this funk STAT. Because there is nothing that I want more in life than to have that certain satisfaction and to be able to tell my reflection in the mirror that I give out my 100% errtime.